a compendium - of thoughts, feelings, and emotions

entry four

I think I know something now.

I know I want to be with you. Because I've seen inside your heart and I've seen how caring and compassionate it can be. 

You and I are different people. But what I know, above all else, is that I respect you. I respect you, your beliefs and your logic, your passion and your pain, your fight and your toil.

I respect every inch of you and I wish that I could right the wrongs that I did to you, I wish that I could be there right now, to hold your hand and walk you through the journey that you're going through. And maybe that's because you're far, far ahead of me on that journey, which is something I never thought I'd say. 

You know, it's funny. I never really thought I'd say this. But when I think of you, I think of a future. And that's something that I never really thought of with anyone else.

That means something to me.

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